Everything in His time

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and try to pray
and in the silence I can here Him say

The river runs and the river hides
out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
everything in its time.

Apologies for yesterday's lousy post. Just needed to get stuff all my chest.

Was trying to get over my disappointement and my dejection over yesterday's period of down. To be frank, I wasnt that upset anymore but I certainly wasnt expecting any miracles either.

Thats where I was completely wrong. God works in surprising ways. I'm reminded of the fact that God breaks us down so that we can come to him once more...and be reminded of his gracious mercy and grace.

Had a short briefing where we were given some feedback on our performances so far...and after that, I had a little chat with my manager. I shared about my issues and doubts, and she agreed to help me and identify where I could have went wrong.

At the end of it, she mentioned:" I havent given up on you yet, so you shouldnt be giving up on yourself."

What a shock. To be frank, I was expecting her to really holler at me...heh.

Well..what came after that was a complete surprise...I managed to "secure" a deal speaking in CHINESE.. my my my...

After lunch, I had more surprises. I had two orders coming in with payment details. It really came as such a pleasant surprise!

I'm just very thankful that God was so gracious as to have seen the struggles of my heart, and in His own manner, shown me that He still cares and not all hope is lost. Shamelessly, I had despaired in vain and almost sinned by not trusting, but He was gracious enough to have overlooked that and provided so much more.

In all, I pray that my faith will stand the test of time and circumstances, and not be wavered by such happenings.

At this point in time, I would like to thank:

1) God, for His amazing love and grace

2) The entire YP team, who have, in your own ways, kept me sane in this craziness and for being such nice folks.

3) I'm certain there exists my solid prayer warriors who upheld me in their prayers and have been a great source of encouragement. You know who you are. Thank You so much!!


Ciao