dear you,
I found myself on the wrong train. I boarded this train-feeling full of confidence and emotions which I thought would bring me safely to my destination- being your pride and joy, being your pillar of support, someone you could talk to and count on emotionally, spiritually, just as I would have found my solace in you.
Unfortunately dreams aren't the best source of fuel that hauls the trains across. I guess that is what's severely lacking in this case.
Forgive my fragile heart, and those incidences where I may have misled you, caused you much misery, or even given you the wrong impression. That's good enough to offset all the nights I spent thinking about you, attempts to strike a conversation with you, or even try not to show my nervousness in front of you.
Today, I have decided to alight this train. It sure did not lead me to my choice destination, but I am not wallowing in regret. If anything, I shall treasure those rare moments we got to know each other better. Thats a major consolation.
Let me not cross the platform and board the train that brings me back to where it all started. Let me just sit along the platform for the time being. Granted unless you are the right one for me, it remains best that I spend some time here, until the time is right.
okay?
I found myself on the wrong train. I boarded this train-feeling full of confidence and emotions which I thought would bring me safely to my destination- being your pride and joy, being your pillar of support, someone you could talk to and count on emotionally, spiritually, just as I would have found my solace in you.
Unfortunately dreams aren't the best source of fuel that hauls the trains across. I guess that is what's severely lacking in this case.
Forgive my fragile heart, and those incidences where I may have misled you, caused you much misery, or even given you the wrong impression. That's good enough to offset all the nights I spent thinking about you, attempts to strike a conversation with you, or even try not to show my nervousness in front of you.
Today, I have decided to alight this train. It sure did not lead me to my choice destination, but I am not wallowing in regret. If anything, I shall treasure those rare moments we got to know each other better. Thats a major consolation.
Let me not cross the platform and board the train that brings me back to where it all started. Let me just sit along the platform for the time being. Granted unless you are the right one for me, it remains best that I spend some time here, until the time is right.
okay?
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